Today with family

Went to the Grapevine Mills Mall today and I realized something. I have a phobia. I have a phobia of enclosed malls. I have worked in retail for years and ran two mall stores. But I realized when talking to my mother this evening that I really have a phobia that results in a cold clammy sweat when I go into a mall. I know I have gone to malls over the years and realize that outside of Kaahumanu Mall, which is open air, I have always just gone into a mall for a purpose....gone and got out. In the last 4 years I have gone to malls, and actually walked around in them, maybe 5 times. I have gone more but to go quick in to one destination and that it that.

The introspection is interesting right now. I am interested in enlightenment about myself and find that some of it is really eye opening.

See ya