Faith

There is so little time in this week and I want to read but life is just getting in the way!!! I am preparing for my first adventure (5 hours in the car) since all of this has transpired. Today is my only day to really take care of things. Woke up early to take care of car things, realized that I had not done my inspection - kinda cos I was preoccupied - and then it was covered with pollen. Just driving, filling up gas, getting to the dietitians, getting inspection, getting car washed, vacuuming the carpets, getting home, doing laundry and trying to sort out what to take has left me drained.

I think a big part of that was money that drains my energy...more so spending it. I have to have faith that my brother and dad are correct as I have turned that responsibility over to them while I figure out everything. But still when money is constantly going out I panic but I need faith. Faith that if I am screwing up they will tell me.

I really hate feeling like this...going to work exhausted and drained. But there is no way around this. I have to have faith that I am moving along in the right direction and that those around me will tell me if I am screwing up. I know that my senses are out of whack but I had to tell ya what was going on.

Faith!