Motivation has been low this week....trying to deal with changes at work, determining what the right thing to do there is, lack of energy, dealing with learning how to wear the bipap mask, trying to figure out how to keep it on all night - felt like I was suffocating last night and pulled it off after about an hour - and then I felt that something has been nagging me like crazy.
Finally realized yesterday afternoon what that was. We were finally narrowing in on the schedule for June (our boss had taken it away from Eric and I not realizing that it needed to be posted at the beginning of the week) and I realized that I had been subconsciously ignoring the 3rd. Well I cannot anymore. It is right in my face. The cardiologist visit and the discussions about the PFO.
So once I finally figured that out yesterday it seemed to lift a weight off of my shoulders and then Shep came in to work on the JAVA programs and all the rest of my crew was working from home. So I ended up staying late at work but it involved discussions with the "Shepman" about evolutionism, creationism, quantum theories, time distortions, a project I am working on about genetic fluctuations in the human gene pool, religion and quite frankly it was a nice debate/discussion we had. I like him much better as a coworker now that he is not my boss. Sucks how that happened but it is a better situation for me and he is working...and a damn good worker with a lot of hidden intelligence that not many people.
Thus I think I am back on track. Have a photo shoot at noon and from there...who knows.
See ya around.
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